Post by Kuk Killswitch on Feb 27, 2013 21:14:21 GMT -5
The days have been going quick lately. Months have passed over my eyes so fast I don't even know what day it is sometimes. Time is flying by. But that doesn't really bother me to much. I mean, can't stop time. The only thing I am worried about right now is trying to get back Rebecca. We were going so great, but then I had to make a stupid mistake. But what lead to that mistake also has made me a great and powerful warrior. I am in better condition then I have been in in years. But that also lead to me getting over angry and choking out the person I cared for the most. Now Rebecca is with this new guy and it is very clear that they are in a relationship. I know what I must do. I already went out and bought what I needed. Now it's time.
As I sit in my truck in front of my old house I can see Rebeccas new man getting in a car and driving off. Luckily he is stupid enough not to notice me, so i am in the clear. I step out of my truck and slam the door closed. I check my pocket and it's there. Everything is going according to my plan. I walk slowly up to the front door and knock. I hear a bit of shuffling and then the door knob turns. The door opens and Rebecca is standing in front of me. Her hair messy in the way I like it. She has those tight little booty shorts on with that torn up shirt I bought her. Lovely, and that's just perfect. She looks at me for a moment, probably shocked to see who is standing in front of her. Finally she speaks.
Rebecca:"What are you doing here?"
Kuk Killswitch:"Can I come in? This is important."
Her mood suddenly changes. If it is important she wanted to hear it. She lets me in and we sit on the couch. I can see a big crack in the coffee table from when I threw it across the room. Hopefully this works like I hope. I look her in the eyes and grab her hands. She has a puzzled look on her face as well as a bit of a concerned look.
Kuk Killswitch:"We have grown so close over the last months. Besides our recent downward spiral we were perfect for eachother. We were the perfect fit for eachother. I love you. And I never want to lose you again. So, Rebecca..."
I get down on one knee and pull the object out of my pocket. I open it up and a beautiful diamond ring is inside of the case. Her eyes brighten and she is still shocked.
Kuk Killswitch:"Will you marry me?"
She looks at me for a few seconds. Finally after about three minutes of complete silence she grabs the box and snaps it shut. My face immedietly goes from that of happiness to a face of concern and utter disappointment. She looks at me and shakes her head.
Rebecca:"I'm sorry Kukky, but I can't. We have grown apart over the last few weeks. After I seen what you could do when angry, I don't look at you the same anymore. You are different, and I can't live with the fear of being choked out again. Please leave. And don't come back. Send a mover for your things and me and Kevin will take care of the house and payments from now on. You just leave."
Crushed. She just took everything from me. And for some reason she thinks she gets the house. That's Ok, she can keep the house. I can't look at it without having bad memories anyways.
Kuk Killswitch:"Keep the house. Keep everything. I will send for the stuff I want to keep and you can keep the rest. I'm out of here."
Rebecca tries to say something, but before she can I get up and leave the house. I walk over to my truck and get in. Well, that didn't go as planned. She basically said fuck your proposal and threw me out of my own house. Bullshit. I give her everything and what do i get? Nothing! I actually lose shit out of this whole thing. Bull FUCKING shit! I'm tired of it. I hope she lives good with this Kevin jackass. I hope she enjoys it, cause he is going to turn out to be a real asshole. I can already tell by just looking at him that he's a douche bag. Fuck em both. I hope they live a miserable life together.
Right now I need someone to talk to. I need a friend. I open up my Twitter on my phone and can see that Cami has Tweeted to me. She wants to hang, she needs a friend too. Hopefully Indiana Baxter doesn't show up again. I mean, WHAT......THE.......FUCK??? That is a weird motherfucker. I tweet back at her and after a small discussion I am off to a Sports Bar.
Later that night............
So, we are at this Sports Bar. Cami is drunk, I am drinking my usual Dr. Pepper and we are having a good time. She is talking about what happened on Thursday with Trey.
Cami:"So I'm worried about him Kukky. They said that he might not ever recover from this."
Kuk Killswitch:"It'll be Ok Cami. Trey is a tough son of a bitch and he will be able to fight back from this. I know this for a fact. He is strong and he will get through it. I know he will."
Cami smiles at me. She's cute. Her smile always makes me smile.
Cami:"Thanks for this Kukky. I really needed it."
Kuk Killswitch:"That's what friends are for Cami. Believe me, I needed it just as much as you."
We both smile again. Then she starts to lean in towards me. I don't know what's going on, but I think she is trying to kiss me. And then, she does. Right on the mouth. My jaw drops and she leans back and smiles as she looks up. She blushes and so do I as she laughs. That was a bit........random and also a bit...........awkward. She grabs my hand and drags me to the dance floor. We start to dance as I begin thinking about the kiss.
The next day..........
I am about to meet up with Cami again. She doesn't remember much about last night. She wants to talk about what happened because she wants to clear the air of any awkwardness. I don't feel very awkward. I think she feels a bit guilty because of Trey. Guess we will find out. Cami stands in the corner. She has a red dress on and her hair is tied up. She looks beautiful. But that's not what I should be thinking about. I walk over to her and tap her shoulder. She turns around and sees me. We share a friendly hug and then begin to walk. I open up the conversation with a joke.
Kuk Killswitch:"Hey Cami, what did the diaper say to the baby?"
Cami:"I don't know, what?"
Kuk Killswitch:"Hold on I got your back."
Cami laughs. But I'm not done yet.
Kuk Killswitch:"What did the baby say back?"
Cami shakes her head. I make a farting noise with my mouth.
Kuk Killswitch:"You're full of shit!"
Cami laughs hard. We actually have to stop because she is laughing so hard. She finally composes herself and we continue to walk. We come up to a small coffee shop and walk in. After a brief ordering of drinks we are both sitting down. Cami is sipping on some kind of coffee and I am sipping on a Strawberry Smoothie. She orders shit I never even heard of or barely can pronounce. Little weirdo.
Cami:"So, Kukky, I wanted to talk about what happened last night. I know I kissed you and I'm sorry for that."
Kuk Killswitch:"Don't be. It wasn't a problem for me. I am fine with it."
Cami:"It wasn't weird for you? I mean, what about Rebecca?"
Kuk Killswitch:"In all honesty, me and her are through. She made that clear yesterday. We're done Cami. It's through."
Cami can sense that I am hurt. She knows. I don't know how, but I can tell she can tell.
Cami:"I'm sorry Kukky."
Kuk Killswitch:"It's Ok. I guess it's for the better."
We sit in silence for a moment. Finally she talks.
Cami:"So, about that kiss. You know I was really drunk and loopy and it was not intentional. I mean, I'm with Trey. And I care a lot about him."
Kuk Killswitch:"So what you're saying is, it was a mistake."
Cami:"No not exactly. More like an accident."
Kuk Killswitch:"Accident? So,.....you like me?"
We sit there for a moment. She thinks about what she will say. I have a feeling things are about to get very interesting.
Cami:"I do. But I feel bad because of Trey."
Kuk Killswitch:"Because he is in the Hospital or because you guys are dating?"
Cami:"Both."
Kuk Killswitch:"If you have feelings for someone you should let them know. If you don't you might be missing out on the one. That one special person that could change your life forever. I've seem it happen before. I've went through it before. It sucks. Always be honest when it comes to loving someone, no matter what can happen."
Cami thinks for a minute. She then looks at me and smiles.
Cami:"Thank you Kukky. I have to go. But we will definetly talk more later Hun."
We both stand up and share a hug. She leaves and I smile like a retard. This chick just told me that she likes me. That is awesome! She's beautiful and her and I get along perfectly. We can talk to eachother about anything and everything. That is what I need more then anything these days. i don't need all the sex and the drama. I just need someone to talk to. Who knew I had that in my best friend. Damn, life is looking sweet for me. Welp, time to get out of here and go do the usual. Dr. P and a promo.
Earlier Today at an Unknown Location...............
The name goes through my head over and over again. "Rage" I can hear over and over again. Why do I hear this name? What is the meaning? Why does ti keep repeating? The only thing that matters is I have to face this guy this week. He's back for another run. Perhaps the last. Only time can tell. In my hands I hold my Championship. A black hoodie is over me and the hood covers my head.
Kuk Killswitch:"Last week, I was beaten and embarrassed by Trey Baxter. He had me on my knees begging for mercy. Why did that happen? Well, I can sit here and blame it on a lot of things, but that's not what I'm going to do. All i can say is,............ who's laughing now?"
As I sit back in a chair the darkness that is around me is blinding. Finally the lights turn on and we can see that I am sitting in an empty room. On the wall next to me is a over sized picture of Rage. I sit on the chair staring at my Championship and thinking of the pain and agony I went through to get to this point.
Kuk Killswitch:"Two weeks ago I beat Bliss and impressed the entire world. I said what I was going to do and I did just that! But then last week, I fall. I failed to do anything last week worth talking about. I lost. I was annihilated. Destroyed! That....will not.....happen.......AGAIN! Last week was not a good week for me. You want to know why I lost?! How about the simple fact that every fucking week I am booked in an X-Core Rules match! I should be dead right now! But I went out there every week and put on the best god damn show any of you can see. Win or lose I was the best on the card! And all of you know it!"
I sit back and think about last week. Defeat. It was horrible. Embarrassed and humiliated. Never again.
Kuk Killswitch:"This week I have my eye on something different. This week I face off against a legend if you will. I face off against Rage. And you know what. I am ready for this fight. I am prepared for this man. I am ready to defeat him. You see, he leaves saying that he is done with wrestling. he accomplished everything he could. Now he is back. And he is after Johnny Clash. The problem with that is, you are choosing to step in the ring with me this week. You will be lucky if you walk away able to compete against Johnny next week at Road 2 Glory."
Road 2 Glory. That's going to be a good night. I defend against this Gabe guy and either my former ally TJ Pain or Brandon Nytrus......AGAIN! How many times am I going to have to shut him up?
Kuk Killswitch:"Speaking of Road 2 Glory, I go in as X-Core Champion. And I plan on walking out as X-Core Champion. Gabe, you're a nobody. You've been here for a few weeks and I just now am knowing who you are. You're unimportant. You're worthless. You're not going to win. Are you even Hardcore?! I don't think so. Road 2 Glory, I am going to beat you and you will disappear back to wherever the hell you were hiding before!"
Gabe Griffin, what the fuck is this guy?! Who the hell does he think he is?! He ain't nobody!
Kuk Killswitch:"Now, TJ Pain and Brandon Nytrus. You two face off this week to see who joins into this match. Brandon, I have beat you already. I took this Championship from you six days after you won it. SIX DAYS! You didn't even hold it for a damn week. It was me and you. One on one. No distractions, no interference's. Nothing. I beat you clean. Nothing can change that. But yet you still keep coming back talking trash and saying that you can beat me. You CAN NOT BEAT ME! YOU WILL NOT BEAT ME! I dare you, no I BEG you to beat TJ this week. I really do. because if you do, I am going to give you the beating of your life. I am going to beat you within an inch of your miserable life! Meet me at Road 2 Glory and I will end your GOD DAMN career!"
Worthless piece of shit! Does he understand what losing is? You don't come back after me. You LOST! Get over me already! Damn!
Kuk Killswitch:"TJ, TJ, TJ. Me and you have been back and forth a hundred damn times. You've beat me. I've beat you. We've defeated eachother for Championships. We've beaten eachother for women. We've done it all my friend. Tag Teams, Stables, Opponents. We've main evented, we've double teamed. Shit remember when we stole the Tag Team titles in EAW after they had to retire them because nobody could beat us? We have been through EVERYTHING! But here we stand once again. You have a chance to enter into a match to face off against me. But the thing is, my old friend, times have changed. This is a company different then all other companies we have been in together. I am now holding a Championship and you are fighting to just be known. I am in the ranks of the best faction to come through this place ever and you are flying solo. Times are different now. But one thing is the same. We will still be able to put on the greatest match on the card."
TJ Pain. Good? Bad? Definetly ugly! Still doesn't matter. This championship is mine!
Kuk Killswitch:"The fact of the matter is this. I am back on tract. I am focused once again. A little downfall on the Road 2 Glory if you will. This week I step back on tract. Rage, you are an obstacle. An obstacle that I must destroy. A barrier in my path. And this week once I move the barrier aside I will continue to Road 2 Glory and defeated anyone who steps in the ring with me. But as for this week, I will leave you exactly like your theme says, Crying like a Bitch!"
The End?
As I sit in my truck in front of my old house I can see Rebeccas new man getting in a car and driving off. Luckily he is stupid enough not to notice me, so i am in the clear. I step out of my truck and slam the door closed. I check my pocket and it's there. Everything is going according to my plan. I walk slowly up to the front door and knock. I hear a bit of shuffling and then the door knob turns. The door opens and Rebecca is standing in front of me. Her hair messy in the way I like it. She has those tight little booty shorts on with that torn up shirt I bought her. Lovely, and that's just perfect. She looks at me for a moment, probably shocked to see who is standing in front of her. Finally she speaks.
Rebecca:"What are you doing here?"
Kuk Killswitch:"Can I come in? This is important."
Her mood suddenly changes. If it is important she wanted to hear it. She lets me in and we sit on the couch. I can see a big crack in the coffee table from when I threw it across the room. Hopefully this works like I hope. I look her in the eyes and grab her hands. She has a puzzled look on her face as well as a bit of a concerned look.
Kuk Killswitch:"We have grown so close over the last months. Besides our recent downward spiral we were perfect for eachother. We were the perfect fit for eachother. I love you. And I never want to lose you again. So, Rebecca..."
I get down on one knee and pull the object out of my pocket. I open it up and a beautiful diamond ring is inside of the case. Her eyes brighten and she is still shocked.
Kuk Killswitch:"Will you marry me?"
She looks at me for a few seconds. Finally after about three minutes of complete silence she grabs the box and snaps it shut. My face immedietly goes from that of happiness to a face of concern and utter disappointment. She looks at me and shakes her head.
Rebecca:"I'm sorry Kukky, but I can't. We have grown apart over the last few weeks. After I seen what you could do when angry, I don't look at you the same anymore. You are different, and I can't live with the fear of being choked out again. Please leave. And don't come back. Send a mover for your things and me and Kevin will take care of the house and payments from now on. You just leave."
Crushed. She just took everything from me. And for some reason she thinks she gets the house. That's Ok, she can keep the house. I can't look at it without having bad memories anyways.
Kuk Killswitch:"Keep the house. Keep everything. I will send for the stuff I want to keep and you can keep the rest. I'm out of here."
Rebecca tries to say something, but before she can I get up and leave the house. I walk over to my truck and get in. Well, that didn't go as planned. She basically said fuck your proposal and threw me out of my own house. Bullshit. I give her everything and what do i get? Nothing! I actually lose shit out of this whole thing. Bull FUCKING shit! I'm tired of it. I hope she lives good with this Kevin jackass. I hope she enjoys it, cause he is going to turn out to be a real asshole. I can already tell by just looking at him that he's a douche bag. Fuck em both. I hope they live a miserable life together.
Right now I need someone to talk to. I need a friend. I open up my Twitter on my phone and can see that Cami has Tweeted to me. She wants to hang, she needs a friend too. Hopefully Indiana Baxter doesn't show up again. I mean, WHAT......THE.......FUCK??? That is a weird motherfucker. I tweet back at her and after a small discussion I am off to a Sports Bar.
Later that night............
So, we are at this Sports Bar. Cami is drunk, I am drinking my usual Dr. Pepper and we are having a good time. She is talking about what happened on Thursday with Trey.
Cami:"So I'm worried about him Kukky. They said that he might not ever recover from this."
Kuk Killswitch:"It'll be Ok Cami. Trey is a tough son of a bitch and he will be able to fight back from this. I know this for a fact. He is strong and he will get through it. I know he will."
Cami smiles at me. She's cute. Her smile always makes me smile.
Cami:"Thanks for this Kukky. I really needed it."
Kuk Killswitch:"That's what friends are for Cami. Believe me, I needed it just as much as you."
We both smile again. Then she starts to lean in towards me. I don't know what's going on, but I think she is trying to kiss me. And then, she does. Right on the mouth. My jaw drops and she leans back and smiles as she looks up. She blushes and so do I as she laughs. That was a bit........random and also a bit...........awkward. She grabs my hand and drags me to the dance floor. We start to dance as I begin thinking about the kiss.
The next day..........
I am about to meet up with Cami again. She doesn't remember much about last night. She wants to talk about what happened because she wants to clear the air of any awkwardness. I don't feel very awkward. I think she feels a bit guilty because of Trey. Guess we will find out. Cami stands in the corner. She has a red dress on and her hair is tied up. She looks beautiful. But that's not what I should be thinking about. I walk over to her and tap her shoulder. She turns around and sees me. We share a friendly hug and then begin to walk. I open up the conversation with a joke.
Kuk Killswitch:"Hey Cami, what did the diaper say to the baby?"
Cami:"I don't know, what?"
Kuk Killswitch:"Hold on I got your back."
Cami laughs. But I'm not done yet.
Kuk Killswitch:"What did the baby say back?"
Cami shakes her head. I make a farting noise with my mouth.
Kuk Killswitch:"You're full of shit!"
Cami laughs hard. We actually have to stop because she is laughing so hard. She finally composes herself and we continue to walk. We come up to a small coffee shop and walk in. After a brief ordering of drinks we are both sitting down. Cami is sipping on some kind of coffee and I am sipping on a Strawberry Smoothie. She orders shit I never even heard of or barely can pronounce. Little weirdo.
Cami:"So, Kukky, I wanted to talk about what happened last night. I know I kissed you and I'm sorry for that."
Kuk Killswitch:"Don't be. It wasn't a problem for me. I am fine with it."
Cami:"It wasn't weird for you? I mean, what about Rebecca?"
Kuk Killswitch:"In all honesty, me and her are through. She made that clear yesterday. We're done Cami. It's through."
Cami can sense that I am hurt. She knows. I don't know how, but I can tell she can tell.
Cami:"I'm sorry Kukky."
Kuk Killswitch:"It's Ok. I guess it's for the better."
We sit in silence for a moment. Finally she talks.
Cami:"So, about that kiss. You know I was really drunk and loopy and it was not intentional. I mean, I'm with Trey. And I care a lot about him."
Kuk Killswitch:"So what you're saying is, it was a mistake."
Cami:"No not exactly. More like an accident."
Kuk Killswitch:"Accident? So,.....you like me?"
We sit there for a moment. She thinks about what she will say. I have a feeling things are about to get very interesting.
Cami:"I do. But I feel bad because of Trey."
Kuk Killswitch:"Because he is in the Hospital or because you guys are dating?"
Cami:"Both."
Kuk Killswitch:"If you have feelings for someone you should let them know. If you don't you might be missing out on the one. That one special person that could change your life forever. I've seem it happen before. I've went through it before. It sucks. Always be honest when it comes to loving someone, no matter what can happen."
Cami thinks for a minute. She then looks at me and smiles.
Cami:"Thank you Kukky. I have to go. But we will definetly talk more later Hun."
We both stand up and share a hug. She leaves and I smile like a retard. This chick just told me that she likes me. That is awesome! She's beautiful and her and I get along perfectly. We can talk to eachother about anything and everything. That is what I need more then anything these days. i don't need all the sex and the drama. I just need someone to talk to. Who knew I had that in my best friend. Damn, life is looking sweet for me. Welp, time to get out of here and go do the usual. Dr. P and a promo.
Earlier Today at an Unknown Location...............
The name goes through my head over and over again. "Rage" I can hear over and over again. Why do I hear this name? What is the meaning? Why does ti keep repeating? The only thing that matters is I have to face this guy this week. He's back for another run. Perhaps the last. Only time can tell. In my hands I hold my Championship. A black hoodie is over me and the hood covers my head.
Kuk Killswitch:"Last week, I was beaten and embarrassed by Trey Baxter. He had me on my knees begging for mercy. Why did that happen? Well, I can sit here and blame it on a lot of things, but that's not what I'm going to do. All i can say is,............ who's laughing now?"
As I sit back in a chair the darkness that is around me is blinding. Finally the lights turn on and we can see that I am sitting in an empty room. On the wall next to me is a over sized picture of Rage. I sit on the chair staring at my Championship and thinking of the pain and agony I went through to get to this point.
Kuk Killswitch:"Two weeks ago I beat Bliss and impressed the entire world. I said what I was going to do and I did just that! But then last week, I fall. I failed to do anything last week worth talking about. I lost. I was annihilated. Destroyed! That....will not.....happen.......AGAIN! Last week was not a good week for me. You want to know why I lost?! How about the simple fact that every fucking week I am booked in an X-Core Rules match! I should be dead right now! But I went out there every week and put on the best god damn show any of you can see. Win or lose I was the best on the card! And all of you know it!"
I sit back and think about last week. Defeat. It was horrible. Embarrassed and humiliated. Never again.
Kuk Killswitch:"This week I have my eye on something different. This week I face off against a legend if you will. I face off against Rage. And you know what. I am ready for this fight. I am prepared for this man. I am ready to defeat him. You see, he leaves saying that he is done with wrestling. he accomplished everything he could. Now he is back. And he is after Johnny Clash. The problem with that is, you are choosing to step in the ring with me this week. You will be lucky if you walk away able to compete against Johnny next week at Road 2 Glory."
Road 2 Glory. That's going to be a good night. I defend against this Gabe guy and either my former ally TJ Pain or Brandon Nytrus......AGAIN! How many times am I going to have to shut him up?
Kuk Killswitch:"Speaking of Road 2 Glory, I go in as X-Core Champion. And I plan on walking out as X-Core Champion. Gabe, you're a nobody. You've been here for a few weeks and I just now am knowing who you are. You're unimportant. You're worthless. You're not going to win. Are you even Hardcore?! I don't think so. Road 2 Glory, I am going to beat you and you will disappear back to wherever the hell you were hiding before!"
Gabe Griffin, what the fuck is this guy?! Who the hell does he think he is?! He ain't nobody!
Kuk Killswitch:"Now, TJ Pain and Brandon Nytrus. You two face off this week to see who joins into this match. Brandon, I have beat you already. I took this Championship from you six days after you won it. SIX DAYS! You didn't even hold it for a damn week. It was me and you. One on one. No distractions, no interference's. Nothing. I beat you clean. Nothing can change that. But yet you still keep coming back talking trash and saying that you can beat me. You CAN NOT BEAT ME! YOU WILL NOT BEAT ME! I dare you, no I BEG you to beat TJ this week. I really do. because if you do, I am going to give you the beating of your life. I am going to beat you within an inch of your miserable life! Meet me at Road 2 Glory and I will end your GOD DAMN career!"
Worthless piece of shit! Does he understand what losing is? You don't come back after me. You LOST! Get over me already! Damn!
Kuk Killswitch:"TJ, TJ, TJ. Me and you have been back and forth a hundred damn times. You've beat me. I've beat you. We've defeated eachother for Championships. We've beaten eachother for women. We've done it all my friend. Tag Teams, Stables, Opponents. We've main evented, we've double teamed. Shit remember when we stole the Tag Team titles in EAW after they had to retire them because nobody could beat us? We have been through EVERYTHING! But here we stand once again. You have a chance to enter into a match to face off against me. But the thing is, my old friend, times have changed. This is a company different then all other companies we have been in together. I am now holding a Championship and you are fighting to just be known. I am in the ranks of the best faction to come through this place ever and you are flying solo. Times are different now. But one thing is the same. We will still be able to put on the greatest match on the card."
TJ Pain. Good? Bad? Definetly ugly! Still doesn't matter. This championship is mine!
Kuk Killswitch:"The fact of the matter is this. I am back on tract. I am focused once again. A little downfall on the Road 2 Glory if you will. This week I step back on tract. Rage, you are an obstacle. An obstacle that I must destroy. A barrier in my path. And this week once I move the barrier aside I will continue to Road 2 Glory and defeated anyone who steps in the ring with me. But as for this week, I will leave you exactly like your theme says, Crying like a Bitch!"
The End?
