Post by Deleted on Jul 23, 2012 0:03:32 GMT -5
I've returned from my day of pampering, including having my highlights re-done (finally) and a mani-pedi and my meeting with "her highness" the self proclaimed Queen when I get a text from my brother.
Jfisc: Go online, Newman's talking trash about you
I smile to myself. there is nothing that man can say after the way he pissed me off before.
Kfisc: Just got home, I'll check it out. lol.
I open my door, taking a moment to peer at Jackson's door. I know he's out because his mustang wasn't in it's usually spot so I go in and drop the dreadful pink purse on a newly purchased table near the door. It was fine, cost 15 bucks at Wal-Mart...can't really beat that...except that it was probably closer to 20 back home....I didn't follow the exchange rate.
I boot up my laptop while I make myself a snack and sit down and watch. I guess if a camera were on my face the whole time you would have seen a range of different emotions cross my face but believe it or not, none of them were anger. if anything I felt sorry for the guy. Okay yeah, maybe I had felt a little more for Kurt when we were dating...admittedly more than any other guy I've seen. the most since that guy that Jerry had made shit his pants when I was a teen....but only because he'd dumped me after stealing from me something that I had thought was worth more. that notion has long since gone....I'd be a hypocrite if I still felt that way because I was no way in love with Jackson Blaze. I slow smile spreads across my face at the memory....He'd be back for more...no doubt....but first I would address his little obvious love sick rant.
I hated doing web bloq's but this was just for Kurt so why waste a good interview...besides I really didn't want to talk to any of those losers and have questions come up that I wasn't ready to answer.
"Oh dear....Kurt did I hurt your whittle feelings? I believe that when we first started dating that I told you I was not a love and flowers kind of girl and you continued to enjoy my company just fine. I appreciate that you didn't 'cheat' on me and I didn't on you either....for two reasons. One I was more of a goody goody back then and the other was because I had a hard enough time keeping jerry from breaking your skull let alone more than one guy...geez I had enough on my plate."
I shrugged and took a bite of my apple. After I swallowed I spoke again.
"As for my kidnapping....would you really have gone along with it if I had told you about it? And I can understand for that first little while you were probably pulling out your hair having to work with Jeremy to try and 'find' me. You don't seem to understand what it feels like to have 4 older brothers constantly keeping you on a leash, Jerry as the oldest was the worst. I did it to punish him, not you. And for the record, I am sorry I hit you so hard but not that I hit you at all. I may be a selfish bitch most of the time but I don't begrudge anybody their childhood memories since most of mine were spent either in a homemade wrestling ring or wearing male hand me downs. For the first time in my life I can finally be me.....not some tom boy. As for not visiting you...what was the fucking point. Everyday I did go you'd look at me like I was some kind of idiot and I believe once you thought I was a nurse and wanted me to give you a sponge bath. If you had been in your right mind I might have obliged, however, it was like seeing a stranger and the doctors told me you'd never remember anything from the last 4 months. Long term, yes because you were already starting to remember that stuff....I remember one time listening to talk about your Costa Rican photo shoot where a snake almost bit you in the butt and if I wanted to see where it would have gotten you. After about two weeks I stopped."
I shake my head.
"Regardless of all of that you say, I don't believe that it's because I'm just such a selfish person your not interested in getting back together with me, I think that's a big lie but halleluiah. If all I had to do was call you a player with a big mouth I would have done it earlier. Guys like you never change Kurt....and I'm way to young to settle with anybody. It's taken me 24 years to break to of this shell of being just the Fischer brothers little sis. You forget also that I didn't have a mom to teach me how to be this submissive little woman that you for some reason think I am....I've always been this way Kurt. If I remember correctly me being forceful and stubborn was one of the qualities that made you want to be with me and put up with my brothers in the first place. But whatever, it's your loss and someone else's gain isn't it?"
I smile to myself.
"As for Siren. I met her when I signed to MPW and I knew she had the stuff to go far. The tag belts are an untapped market around here....actually now that I think about it...I think at ICW that was what you wanted to do with me for a time....a tag team?" I laugh a little. "Interesting how things turn out isn't it. And she's a great tag team partner...we aren't exactly best friends....she has far different interests...including that she plays for the pink taco team and I don't....just so you know....you don't have a chance of getting with that no matter how great you think your tool is....by the way...I've seen bigger so don't let it get to your head."
I finish the apple and put the core beside me.
"Be angry with me Kurt.... do whatever the hell you want I don't give a shit. You only came back here to torment me. Regardless of what you say about letting 'bygones be bygones' I know you came back here to get your revenge on me for accidental brain damage. that's great. I don't know how exactly you planned on doing that though... Bring it to the ring Kurt where if you beat my tag partner, which by the way is highly unlikely, and I end up facing you I will decimate you and this time when I hit you, I'll mean to make you lose your memory."
I offer a little laugh.
"and you know that I have just as much charisma in the bedroom, otherwise you wouldn't have come across the country hoping to find good little Bliss waiting for you...only now to get this way I don't need to get shit-faced. Hope you know what your getting into by opening this can of worms...just watch your back and don't talk shit about me Kurt cuz you'll lose. Ashley was right, you should have gone to another fed where I wasn't. good luck in your match, cuz against a guy like Blaze you'll need it."
I blow him a kiss and turn it off, making sure to post it right away. I had a feeling this was far from over. One thing we seemed to have in common was the testicular fortitude to not give up on something we felt we deserved. I deserved respect and he thought he deserved everything. I didn't need nor want a long term relationship right now. I was having fun teasing Jackson....and I'm sure the feeling was mutual. He knew exactly what he wanted last night when he came out to the pool...and I knew exactly what I wanted when I hadn't said no to him coming over. would it happen again? yes, I'm sure it would. Was he looking for a girlfriend? Not likely, just like I wasn't really looking for a boyfriend. I also knew that once Kurt caught wind of our friends with benefits deal he would be jealous out of his gourd.
I smiled to myself. that was exactly what I wanted because when we started dating I'd told him I wasn't into that. My how things change when your not having your strings pulled like a puppet. Let him see how I am now and wish he gone about his arrival here a different way. yes, Adian Caine had got it right, I was into a bad boy. Why? Because what was exciting about a guy that did everything by the book. Kurt wasn't a good guy but he wasn't nearly close to the same calibre of bad as Jackson was. A part of me also knew that regardless of where this 'relationship' went he wasn't going to just dump me on the curb unless I did something really horrible....like hit him with a weight plate and make him lose his memories....but he hadn't done anything to deserve that and now that I think back on it, I really should have hit him with something that would have done less damage....oh well, what's done is done.
Now....I had been dying to try the hot tub downstairs so putting my swim suit back on for the second day in a row I then headed down toward the elevator but not before bumping into Skeezo on the way. He looked up at me with a sleazy smile and whistled.
"Not in your dreams buddy." I say, getting on the elevator.
he smiled. "too bad...I heard good things."
the elevator doors close before I can offer a rebuttal. damn it. Jackson and his big fucking mouth. oh well....
Jfisc: Go online, Newman's talking trash about you
I smile to myself. there is nothing that man can say after the way he pissed me off before.
Kfisc: Just got home, I'll check it out. lol.
I open my door, taking a moment to peer at Jackson's door. I know he's out because his mustang wasn't in it's usually spot so I go in and drop the dreadful pink purse on a newly purchased table near the door. It was fine, cost 15 bucks at Wal-Mart...can't really beat that...except that it was probably closer to 20 back home....I didn't follow the exchange rate.
I boot up my laptop while I make myself a snack and sit down and watch. I guess if a camera were on my face the whole time you would have seen a range of different emotions cross my face but believe it or not, none of them were anger. if anything I felt sorry for the guy. Okay yeah, maybe I had felt a little more for Kurt when we were dating...admittedly more than any other guy I've seen. the most since that guy that Jerry had made shit his pants when I was a teen....but only because he'd dumped me after stealing from me something that I had thought was worth more. that notion has long since gone....I'd be a hypocrite if I still felt that way because I was no way in love with Jackson Blaze. I slow smile spreads across my face at the memory....He'd be back for more...no doubt....but first I would address his little obvious love sick rant.
I hated doing web bloq's but this was just for Kurt so why waste a good interview...besides I really didn't want to talk to any of those losers and have questions come up that I wasn't ready to answer.
"Oh dear....Kurt did I hurt your whittle feelings? I believe that when we first started dating that I told you I was not a love and flowers kind of girl and you continued to enjoy my company just fine. I appreciate that you didn't 'cheat' on me and I didn't on you either....for two reasons. One I was more of a goody goody back then and the other was because I had a hard enough time keeping jerry from breaking your skull let alone more than one guy...geez I had enough on my plate."
I shrugged and took a bite of my apple. After I swallowed I spoke again.
"As for my kidnapping....would you really have gone along with it if I had told you about it? And I can understand for that first little while you were probably pulling out your hair having to work with Jeremy to try and 'find' me. You don't seem to understand what it feels like to have 4 older brothers constantly keeping you on a leash, Jerry as the oldest was the worst. I did it to punish him, not you. And for the record, I am sorry I hit you so hard but not that I hit you at all. I may be a selfish bitch most of the time but I don't begrudge anybody their childhood memories since most of mine were spent either in a homemade wrestling ring or wearing male hand me downs. For the first time in my life I can finally be me.....not some tom boy. As for not visiting you...what was the fucking point. Everyday I did go you'd look at me like I was some kind of idiot and I believe once you thought I was a nurse and wanted me to give you a sponge bath. If you had been in your right mind I might have obliged, however, it was like seeing a stranger and the doctors told me you'd never remember anything from the last 4 months. Long term, yes because you were already starting to remember that stuff....I remember one time listening to talk about your Costa Rican photo shoot where a snake almost bit you in the butt and if I wanted to see where it would have gotten you. After about two weeks I stopped."
I shake my head.
"Regardless of all of that you say, I don't believe that it's because I'm just such a selfish person your not interested in getting back together with me, I think that's a big lie but halleluiah. If all I had to do was call you a player with a big mouth I would have done it earlier. Guys like you never change Kurt....and I'm way to young to settle with anybody. It's taken me 24 years to break to of this shell of being just the Fischer brothers little sis. You forget also that I didn't have a mom to teach me how to be this submissive little woman that you for some reason think I am....I've always been this way Kurt. If I remember correctly me being forceful and stubborn was one of the qualities that made you want to be with me and put up with my brothers in the first place. But whatever, it's your loss and someone else's gain isn't it?"
I smile to myself.
"As for Siren. I met her when I signed to MPW and I knew she had the stuff to go far. The tag belts are an untapped market around here....actually now that I think about it...I think at ICW that was what you wanted to do with me for a time....a tag team?" I laugh a little. "Interesting how things turn out isn't it. And she's a great tag team partner...we aren't exactly best friends....she has far different interests...including that she plays for the pink taco team and I don't....just so you know....you don't have a chance of getting with that no matter how great you think your tool is....by the way...I've seen bigger so don't let it get to your head."
I finish the apple and put the core beside me.
"Be angry with me Kurt.... do whatever the hell you want I don't give a shit. You only came back here to torment me. Regardless of what you say about letting 'bygones be bygones' I know you came back here to get your revenge on me for accidental brain damage. that's great. I don't know how exactly you planned on doing that though... Bring it to the ring Kurt where if you beat my tag partner, which by the way is highly unlikely, and I end up facing you I will decimate you and this time when I hit you, I'll mean to make you lose your memory."
I offer a little laugh.
"and you know that I have just as much charisma in the bedroom, otherwise you wouldn't have come across the country hoping to find good little Bliss waiting for you...only now to get this way I don't need to get shit-faced. Hope you know what your getting into by opening this can of worms...just watch your back and don't talk shit about me Kurt cuz you'll lose. Ashley was right, you should have gone to another fed where I wasn't. good luck in your match, cuz against a guy like Blaze you'll need it."
I blow him a kiss and turn it off, making sure to post it right away. I had a feeling this was far from over. One thing we seemed to have in common was the testicular fortitude to not give up on something we felt we deserved. I deserved respect and he thought he deserved everything. I didn't need nor want a long term relationship right now. I was having fun teasing Jackson....and I'm sure the feeling was mutual. He knew exactly what he wanted last night when he came out to the pool...and I knew exactly what I wanted when I hadn't said no to him coming over. would it happen again? yes, I'm sure it would. Was he looking for a girlfriend? Not likely, just like I wasn't really looking for a boyfriend. I also knew that once Kurt caught wind of our friends with benefits deal he would be jealous out of his gourd.
I smiled to myself. that was exactly what I wanted because when we started dating I'd told him I wasn't into that. My how things change when your not having your strings pulled like a puppet. Let him see how I am now and wish he gone about his arrival here a different way. yes, Adian Caine had got it right, I was into a bad boy. Why? Because what was exciting about a guy that did everything by the book. Kurt wasn't a good guy but he wasn't nearly close to the same calibre of bad as Jackson was. A part of me also knew that regardless of where this 'relationship' went he wasn't going to just dump me on the curb unless I did something really horrible....like hit him with a weight plate and make him lose his memories....but he hadn't done anything to deserve that and now that I think back on it, I really should have hit him with something that would have done less damage....oh well, what's done is done.
Now....I had been dying to try the hot tub downstairs so putting my swim suit back on for the second day in a row I then headed down toward the elevator but not before bumping into Skeezo on the way. He looked up at me with a sleazy smile and whistled.
"Not in your dreams buddy." I say, getting on the elevator.
he smiled. "too bad...I heard good things."
the elevator doors close before I can offer a rebuttal. damn it. Jackson and his big fucking mouth. oh well....