Post by Primal on Sept 24, 2012 10:00:26 GMT -5
[Inside his small one room apartment Morten Hansen is pacing back and forth. Ever since Fusion he hasn't been able to find any rest, its like the beast inside him keeps stirring around and it frustrates him. It all just makes him feel so alienated from himself. Like he isn't himself, like he can't understand what is going on inside him]
[After a while he finally calms a bit down and tries to center himself around his meditation. Slowly he drifts away into the depths of his mind. His match with Bloodhound flashing past him as he goes deeper and deeper, till he ends face to face with the beast, Primal]
What is wrong with me? I should be happy for the win at Fusion, but its like I can't wait to go inside the ring again, I can't wait for the next battle. Why is that I never felt this way about wrestling before.
Its because you finally awakened, Bloodhound took away the only thing standing in your way, he set you free from the fear of yourself and of me
What do you mean set me free? I just did what I had to do to survive that encounter. I did what had to be done to win.
No! you did so much more, you did what you had to in order to do battle, in order to fight and prove your point
What point? what are you talking about? I didn't even give him the finishing blow that was Roxy, I just pinned the man
But you did face him in the ring, open minded and free!... you could have chosen to do many things in that match, you could have chosen to fight like they wanted you to, you could have chosen, to go hold for hold with him or chosen to keep it in the ring... but you didn't
I just went with the flow, I didn't make any decisions about style or reactions
Exactly, you made a choice to trust yourself, to trust me, maybe you were unaware of it, but you chose not to let fear decide the match...
[He starts to drift away from his mind and back into the conscious world, starting to get aware of his surroundings and off the computer that is making a lot of noise over on the small kitchen table]
I hate it when I drift to that place where Primal is hiding, he always ends making me more confused
[He gets up and walks over to the kitchen table and the open laptop a smile grows under his massive beard as he looks at the Skype screen]
Hey Kelly, hows going?
Hi, I'm good, just called to congratulate you on your win
Thanks it was an OK match wasn't it?
Defiantly, I haven't seen you like that in many years, you looked just like the man I loved to be with
But enough about business, how are things going outside the ring?
Well OK, I guess, I still miss you here, but I'm starting to get a life together here. The nightmares doesn't haunt me as much and I'm starting not to feel so despaired all the time
That's good to hear, I really want you to be happy again, just remember that what happened in the past should stay there
I know, its just hard sometimes, I made a lot of bad choices and they haunt me now, but I'm starting to learn to live with them and set my self free from the guilt
You're still doing that talking to yourself thing, I mean talking to Primal?
Yeah the doc says its some kind of coping mechanism, something about not wanting to take responsibility, but at the moment it doesn't scare me as much as it used to
Sounds good, I hoe you'll get over the whole thing soon and it seems like this new job really does wonders you even look better than I seen you in a long time
Oh stop it you know I hate things like that
Is the Danish Destroyer blushing?... well sweetie I have to run, I have to pick Ryan up from the airport... talk to you soon and take care
You to and say hi to Ryan for me
[She logs of and he just sits there staring at the laptop]
[The shot opens with Primal standing in full wrestling gear inside the ring in an empty arena. The camera spins around him stopping as the big man sets into motion, bouncing of the ropes running from side to side. finally he stops and st
res directly into the camera, with eyes burning with intensity]
Four sides, four corners, four men and four choices!... this is my battlefield where I take charge and decide my destiny... inside this ring and this arena is where I am free... In here I know I have one man, one beast to take responsibility for... I have one objective to be held accountable for.
[He bows his head and stares down at the canvas as he continues speaking]
Ash Soulfate... Jeff Jackson... Freddie Styles... We step into this ring together, we will stand here together but in the end we will each have to make our choices... we will each have to decide, where we will go, to win this match and each decide if we can live with the consequences.
[Again he stands up straight, stretching out his arms and stares into the camera]
I once made that choice, I once decided that Morten Hansen couldn't be held responsible for what I did in the ring, that is how Primal was born. Ruthless aggression and no remorse is the path that the beast walks... now its up to you three to make your choice if you will rely purely on your skills or sacrifice your humanity to kill the beast!
[Flinging his head back he lets out a thunderous roar that echoes through the arena as the shot fades]
[Morten has finished taping his promo and is packing up in the locker room, he is all alone although Primal's voice still sounds off in his head]
Can I really do it?... can I beat these three guys?
That depends solely upon what you are willing to do and whom your willing to be... The man or the beast
Cant I be both?
Only if your ready to take responsibility for both
[He grabs his back and starts to walk pondering on what he can take responsibility for and what not]
[After a while he finally calms a bit down and tries to center himself around his meditation. Slowly he drifts away into the depths of his mind. His match with Bloodhound flashing past him as he goes deeper and deeper, till he ends face to face with the beast, Primal]
What is wrong with me? I should be happy for the win at Fusion, but its like I can't wait to go inside the ring again, I can't wait for the next battle. Why is that I never felt this way about wrestling before.
Its because you finally awakened, Bloodhound took away the only thing standing in your way, he set you free from the fear of yourself and of me
What do you mean set me free? I just did what I had to do to survive that encounter. I did what had to be done to win.
No! you did so much more, you did what you had to in order to do battle, in order to fight and prove your point
What point? what are you talking about? I didn't even give him the finishing blow that was Roxy, I just pinned the man
But you did face him in the ring, open minded and free!... you could have chosen to do many things in that match, you could have chosen to fight like they wanted you to, you could have chosen, to go hold for hold with him or chosen to keep it in the ring... but you didn't
I just went with the flow, I didn't make any decisions about style or reactions
Exactly, you made a choice to trust yourself, to trust me, maybe you were unaware of it, but you chose not to let fear decide the match...
[He starts to drift away from his mind and back into the conscious world, starting to get aware of his surroundings and off the computer that is making a lot of noise over on the small kitchen table]
I hate it when I drift to that place where Primal is hiding, he always ends making me more confused
[He gets up and walks over to the kitchen table and the open laptop a smile grows under his massive beard as he looks at the Skype screen]
Hey Kelly, hows going?
Hi, I'm good, just called to congratulate you on your win
Thanks it was an OK match wasn't it?
Defiantly, I haven't seen you like that in many years, you looked just like the man I loved to be with
But enough about business, how are things going outside the ring?
Well OK, I guess, I still miss you here, but I'm starting to get a life together here. The nightmares doesn't haunt me as much and I'm starting not to feel so despaired all the time
That's good to hear, I really want you to be happy again, just remember that what happened in the past should stay there
I know, its just hard sometimes, I made a lot of bad choices and they haunt me now, but I'm starting to learn to live with them and set my self free from the guilt
You're still doing that talking to yourself thing, I mean talking to Primal?
Yeah the doc says its some kind of coping mechanism, something about not wanting to take responsibility, but at the moment it doesn't scare me as much as it used to
Sounds good, I hoe you'll get over the whole thing soon and it seems like this new job really does wonders you even look better than I seen you in a long time
Oh stop it you know I hate things like that
Is the Danish Destroyer blushing?... well sweetie I have to run, I have to pick Ryan up from the airport... talk to you soon and take care
You to and say hi to Ryan for me
[She logs of and he just sits there staring at the laptop]
[The shot opens with Primal standing in full wrestling gear inside the ring in an empty arena. The camera spins around him stopping as the big man sets into motion, bouncing of the ropes running from side to side. finally he stops and st
res directly into the camera, with eyes burning with intensity]
Four sides, four corners, four men and four choices!... this is my battlefield where I take charge and decide my destiny... inside this ring and this arena is where I am free... In here I know I have one man, one beast to take responsibility for... I have one objective to be held accountable for.
[He bows his head and stares down at the canvas as he continues speaking]
Ash Soulfate... Jeff Jackson... Freddie Styles... We step into this ring together, we will stand here together but in the end we will each have to make our choices... we will each have to decide, where we will go, to win this match and each decide if we can live with the consequences.
[Again he stands up straight, stretching out his arms and stares into the camera]
I once made that choice, I once decided that Morten Hansen couldn't be held responsible for what I did in the ring, that is how Primal was born. Ruthless aggression and no remorse is the path that the beast walks... now its up to you three to make your choice if you will rely purely on your skills or sacrifice your humanity to kill the beast!
[Flinging his head back he lets out a thunderous roar that echoes through the arena as the shot fades]
[Morten has finished taping his promo and is packing up in the locker room, he is all alone although Primal's voice still sounds off in his head]
Can I really do it?... can I beat these three guys?
That depends solely upon what you are willing to do and whom your willing to be... The man or the beast
Cant I be both?
Only if your ready to take responsibility for both
[He grabs his back and starts to walk pondering on what he can take responsibility for and what not]
