Post by Primal on Sept 29, 2012 6:10:47 GMT -5
Damn once again depression has kicked in, I feel lost inside my own mind and body... I let Ash Soulfate get under my skin and got so focused on everything else, that I didn't prepare for the match itself. Now I have a tag match, put together with another arrogant bastard, who thinks he is the best in the business because of his former accomplishments.
I saw what Andrews had to say about the match, another guy living his own delusions, back in the day bookers used to put me in matches to teach these kind of guys to respect the business.
But I'm not just that guy anymore, I've grown to restless, just trying to hard to be the character instead of the wrestler, maybe Andrews is right maybe I have just become dead weight.
[Morten rises from his bed in his small one room apartment, his pride still hurting from the loss Thursday, demons from his past and present still haunting him. He gets out of bed and walks over to the kitchen and starts making coffee]
I should have had that match or at least have wrestled a decent match, this guy was good and I just dropped the ball, what the hell has happened to me, has the accident changed me so much that I can't even wrestle a good match anymore.
Stop it! Why the hell do I start doubting myself, I know what I can do, I did it for so many years and now its my time to shine. I just have to look forward.
And the next steppingstone is this tag match, Ian Andrews may look at it as a step down, but for me ring time is ring time, so to hell with it all Carter is in it which will provide attention on the match and I'll need to direct that attention onto me as a real threat to his title reign.
[He grabs a cup and fills it with coffee as he walks over and sits on the bed, reaching after his laptop and logging on to MPW's website]
Hmmm both Christian Carter and this Jordan Storm are pretty fast on their feet, so it will be in my interest to keep them on the ground and off the ropes. They both look like pretty decent guys both in and out of the ring, pretty down to earth and cool.
Well that won't help them, I'll better get working.
[The shot opens with Tasha Jordan standing in a park, surrounded by trees, bushes, flowers and children playing, behind her on a bench Primal is sitting looking out over the green lawn, seemingly ignoring Tasha and the camera crew]
Hi! this is Tasha Jordan for MPW, today we have got an exclusive interview with Primal, MPW's resident Dane.
[She walks over to the bench and sits next to the big man, who doesn't even seem to notice]
So Primal thank you for talking to us, and let me start of by asking you about the attack on Christian Carter on MNME?
[The big man turns and looks at her, before pulling out a box of chocolates]
My mommy always said life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you get...
[Tasha Jordan stares at him in disbelief, suddenly the Dane starts laughing]
Don't worry I haven’t lost it, I just felt inspired by the situation
Oh... so why the attack on Carter?
First of all you have to understand, that its been a struggle for me coming into MPW, its been a struggle to come back into the business and in so many ways I lost my way, caring more about the character than the wrestling and not realizing it... that's in the past now and I'm looking to gain more from life than just selling a character and putting people over, I want gold and Carter has the gold, that's the reason for the attack and that is what will be my point when I meet him in the ring Thursday.
So does this means you are going new ways or that we will see a new Primal in the ring?
Well Tasha, MPW will see a new Primal, but for me its more taking a step back to who I used to be... Hungry for a title and ready to do what it takes, the time for trying to impose a character is over like I told the MPW Nation last Thursday every move, hold and strike I execute in that ring tells my story and every name I go by is a name earned... I spent most of my adult life wrestling around the world and its time for me to tell that story here in MPW.
How about you match Thursday night where you face Christian Carter and Jordan Storm, together with Ian Andrews?
Yeah, I'm looking forward to it, in the past I faced many guys like them, even had my best matches with guys wrestling their style. They are good Jordan is pretty new here, but that won't keep him safe from what I bring to the table and Carter is a marked man with that belt around his waist, so I will make sure he notices who I am.
What about your partner Ian Andrews?
Coming off my loss last Thursday, Andrews words really set doubts about myself into motion. I have a history of depression and I nearly ended up sinking down in that dark hole again criticizing myself and believing his words... But somehow I managed to get up again and I saw Andrews for what he is. Just another idiot believing his own hype, he lives in the past, thinking his gold medal means anything, but failing to see that this isn't the Olympics its MPW and here its the belts that count. As for tagging with him, I know he has skill, so it all comes down to his arrogance, whether he will keep on whining or actually put his skill to use and wrestle, no matter what if he gets in my way I will destroy him along with Carter and Storm
Ok thank you for the interview and I think we all will look forward to see what happens on Thursday.
[The shot ends with Tasha Jordan and Primal sitting on the bench, Tasha looking into the camera and Primal Gazing up at the sky]
[Primal is in the gym, working with weights as suddenly a smaller guy steps up behind him, the Dane doesn't notice before the other guy sticks to fingers into the side of the big man, who drops the weights and spins around looking furious]
What fuck do you.....
[He stops dead in his tracks as he stares at the other guy in utter amazement]
Matt! Is it really you?
The one and only big fella, hows life treating ya?
[Both men start laughing as they hug]
Damn I haven't seen you since WVW, where the hell you've been?
[Matt shrugs as he responds]
Here there everywhere
Why are you here, how long you've been in town?
Well just a few days and I just wanted to say hi, I saw your last match, seems like its good I'm here, seems like we need to bring you back to your old self, so lets spar and lets find the good old Primal, who wouldn't get surprised by speed and agility!
[Primal looks ashamed, but then grabs Matt at the shoulders almost dragging him into the ring]
I saw what Andrews had to say about the match, another guy living his own delusions, back in the day bookers used to put me in matches to teach these kind of guys to respect the business.
But I'm not just that guy anymore, I've grown to restless, just trying to hard to be the character instead of the wrestler, maybe Andrews is right maybe I have just become dead weight.
[Morten rises from his bed in his small one room apartment, his pride still hurting from the loss Thursday, demons from his past and present still haunting him. He gets out of bed and walks over to the kitchen and starts making coffee]
I should have had that match or at least have wrestled a decent match, this guy was good and I just dropped the ball, what the hell has happened to me, has the accident changed me so much that I can't even wrestle a good match anymore.
Stop it! Why the hell do I start doubting myself, I know what I can do, I did it for so many years and now its my time to shine. I just have to look forward.
And the next steppingstone is this tag match, Ian Andrews may look at it as a step down, but for me ring time is ring time, so to hell with it all Carter is in it which will provide attention on the match and I'll need to direct that attention onto me as a real threat to his title reign.
[He grabs a cup and fills it with coffee as he walks over and sits on the bed, reaching after his laptop and logging on to MPW's website]
Hmmm both Christian Carter and this Jordan Storm are pretty fast on their feet, so it will be in my interest to keep them on the ground and off the ropes. They both look like pretty decent guys both in and out of the ring, pretty down to earth and cool.
Well that won't help them, I'll better get working.
[The shot opens with Tasha Jordan standing in a park, surrounded by trees, bushes, flowers and children playing, behind her on a bench Primal is sitting looking out over the green lawn, seemingly ignoring Tasha and the camera crew]
Hi! this is Tasha Jordan for MPW, today we have got an exclusive interview with Primal, MPW's resident Dane.
[She walks over to the bench and sits next to the big man, who doesn't even seem to notice]
So Primal thank you for talking to us, and let me start of by asking you about the attack on Christian Carter on MNME?
[The big man turns and looks at her, before pulling out a box of chocolates]
My mommy always said life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you get...
[Tasha Jordan stares at him in disbelief, suddenly the Dane starts laughing]
Don't worry I haven’t lost it, I just felt inspired by the situation
Oh... so why the attack on Carter?
First of all you have to understand, that its been a struggle for me coming into MPW, its been a struggle to come back into the business and in so many ways I lost my way, caring more about the character than the wrestling and not realizing it... that's in the past now and I'm looking to gain more from life than just selling a character and putting people over, I want gold and Carter has the gold, that's the reason for the attack and that is what will be my point when I meet him in the ring Thursday.
So does this means you are going new ways or that we will see a new Primal in the ring?
Well Tasha, MPW will see a new Primal, but for me its more taking a step back to who I used to be... Hungry for a title and ready to do what it takes, the time for trying to impose a character is over like I told the MPW Nation last Thursday every move, hold and strike I execute in that ring tells my story and every name I go by is a name earned... I spent most of my adult life wrestling around the world and its time for me to tell that story here in MPW.
How about you match Thursday night where you face Christian Carter and Jordan Storm, together with Ian Andrews?
Yeah, I'm looking forward to it, in the past I faced many guys like them, even had my best matches with guys wrestling their style. They are good Jordan is pretty new here, but that won't keep him safe from what I bring to the table and Carter is a marked man with that belt around his waist, so I will make sure he notices who I am.
What about your partner Ian Andrews?
Coming off my loss last Thursday, Andrews words really set doubts about myself into motion. I have a history of depression and I nearly ended up sinking down in that dark hole again criticizing myself and believing his words... But somehow I managed to get up again and I saw Andrews for what he is. Just another idiot believing his own hype, he lives in the past, thinking his gold medal means anything, but failing to see that this isn't the Olympics its MPW and here its the belts that count. As for tagging with him, I know he has skill, so it all comes down to his arrogance, whether he will keep on whining or actually put his skill to use and wrestle, no matter what if he gets in my way I will destroy him along with Carter and Storm
Ok thank you for the interview and I think we all will look forward to see what happens on Thursday.
[The shot ends with Tasha Jordan and Primal sitting on the bench, Tasha looking into the camera and Primal Gazing up at the sky]
[Primal is in the gym, working with weights as suddenly a smaller guy steps up behind him, the Dane doesn't notice before the other guy sticks to fingers into the side of the big man, who drops the weights and spins around looking furious]
What fuck do you.....
[He stops dead in his tracks as he stares at the other guy in utter amazement]
Matt! Is it really you?
The one and only big fella, hows life treating ya?
[Both men start laughing as they hug]
Damn I haven't seen you since WVW, where the hell you've been?
[Matt shrugs as he responds]
Here there everywhere
Why are you here, how long you've been in town?
Well just a few days and I just wanted to say hi, I saw your last match, seems like its good I'm here, seems like we need to bring you back to your old self, so lets spar and lets find the good old Primal, who wouldn't get surprised by speed and agility!
[Primal looks ashamed, but then grabs Matt at the shoulders almost dragging him into the ring]
